I am all fucked up
  And I am ready to break
  I don't wanna be the guy
  Who is always on the outside
  I wanna find my own
  good place
    All fucked up
  And I don't know how
  How I ever got to where I feel
  Like I am dying on the inside
  I want to be happy
  But I don't know how
    I am all fucked up
  And it's always the same
  I always get so close,
  Then I let it get away
  I got no one but
  myself to blame
    I'm all fucked up
  And I don't know why
  If the rest of my life
  Is going to be like this
  Think I would rather die
  I am all fucked up
    Yes, I am all fucked up
  You're happy
  when you are all fucked up
  Yes, I am all fucked up
    I am all fucked up
  Yes, I am ready to break
  I don't wanna be the guy
  Who is always on the outside
  I wanna find my own
  good place
    All fucked up
  And I don't know how
  How I ever got to where I feel
  Like I'm dying on the inside
  I want to be happy now
    I am all fucked up
  And it is always the same
  I always get so close
  then I let it get away
  I got no one but
  myself to blame
    I am all fucked up
  And I don't know why
  If the rest of my life
  Is going to be like this
  Than I think I would rather die
  I am all fucked up