I hope and i pray
  that this wall of illusion
  will all fall someday
  someday i know i'll make it happen
  someday
  i try yes i am trying
  but i more afraid of living than i ever
  was of dying
  what i am i am i am i am lonely i am lost
  searching for some reason
  no matter what it costs
  i need to beleve
  is this all there is to me
  *chorus* ( repeat)
  
  *verse two*
  bloody wounds make old scars
  no one said it would be easy
  does it have to be so hard
  someday, someday, someday something goods
  gonna happen someday
  i try yes i am trying but i'm more afraid
  of giving than i ever was of lying
  what i am i am i am i am lonely i am lost
  searching for a reason no matter what it
  costs
  *chorus*
  i .need to beleve; is this all there is to me
  no more reason to feel shame no more pain
  to hold inside no more fear no more blame
  no more need to compromise
  
  *third verse*
  another time
  another place
  tired of this middleground and so ashamed
  to show my face someday someday
  someday i know i'll make it happen
  someday
  i try yes i am trying but i've had
  enough of hurting i'm so so
  sick of crying
  am i what i am i am i am lonely i am lost
  *chorus out*
  
  someday i know i'll make it happen
  someday i know
  someday someday someday
  *repeat out*